I have never loved someone the way I love you
I have never seen a smile like yours
And if you grow up to be king, or clown, or pauper
I will say you are my favorite one in town
I have never held a hand so soft and sacred
When I see you laugh, I know heaven’s key
And when I grow to be a poppy in the graveyard
I will send you all my love upon the breeze
And if the breeze won’t blow your way, I will be the sun
And if the sun won’t shine your way, I will be the rain
And if the rain won’t wash away all your aches and pains
I will find some other way to tell you you’re okay

You’re okay (x7}

PS. thanks to Grace for sharing! :)

This storm is you. Something inside of you. So all you can do is give in to it, step right inside the storm, closing your eyes and plugging up your ears so the sand doesn’t get in, and walk through it, step by step. There’s no sun there, no moon, no direction, no sense of time. Just fine white sand swirling up into the sky like pulverized bones. That’s the kind of sandstorm you need to imagine.

Haruki Mirakami ~ Kafka on the Shore

Brida ~ Paulo Coelho.

Written on June 15, 2008, here

the best thing in life

Finally got a good post on 9Gag, HA! Well the quote does really boost my mood, do you, too? ;)

Well, everyone, enjoy weekdays! Have a great one. :)

aryo, coro, me, imel, kristian, & rangga. so happy to meet you all again, complete since 2008! :')

I’m happy beyond feelings.  :) :) :)

PS. get the full list of 101 things here! ;)

it’s been awhile, eh?

Sorry for the long vacuum, there’s so much things to be done here, there, and everywhere…! I’m so exhausted but I cannot let myself keeping the stories untold ^.^

Sooooo… Stories will follow, for sure! ;) Gotta rrr-rr-r-rock the blog post again!

Have a nice weekend!

2. knowing that i still have friends :). thanks to you… :’)

3. doodle from my friend winie. Soooo loving it!!!

4. my thesis promoter for coming back from Helsinki (YAAAY!).

5. long talk and discussion (I felt smarter, haha) with my promoter. I feel sooo grateful for having her as my promoter I really do.

6. the day, for running closer day by day. I cannot wait to let it finish. at last.

7. notes from the universe. all are so thoughtful, especially these days.

8. lesson learned from my mood-swing and trials: all things (will) well. :) PS: sorry for all the lame and moody posts.

Is there any thing you love this week? tell me… :)

it’s been a while, eh? My apologies for being disappear these past few weeks, I’m so busy with my thesis and other project… I even find myself being hard to breathe! *sigh. So many things happened these days, some are exciting, some are relieving, some are disappointing, some are saddening… so many things. c’est la vie, yes? ;)

Sooo…

if Rio said ‘quickie‘ updates, well anyway these are my quickie updates:

Another daily routine everyday… every week… is just started this May. What the heck is it? soon I’ll tell you ;)

My thesis is trapped in the middle. My promoter left me this 1,5 month to attend conference in Eu n in the US, and we just have online discussion. Actually, I am terrible at it. Aside to the syntax error in analyzing data (anybody help me please?!), online discussion (throughout e-mail, to be exact) cannot do its best to explain things i’m difficult at. Well at least I think so.

PS. my classmates suggest me to solve syntax error by clicking “CTRL+A+DEL” rather than “CTRL+ALT+DEL”. all gone (not all done). LOL.

me, gita, coro, and rangga at coro's dinner birthday at Plangi Sky Dining. sorry for the blurred pics, screw that mobile phone resolution! :P source: facebook

I just met my college friends last Thursday (it’s Coro birthday by the way). Meeting them is relieving (aside to the rush hours I do everyday)… and a tiring one, too (b/c it’s on weekday). :P Well, it’s nice to meet them, tho.

Back to my thesis. Doing it makes me feel miserable (I mean it). Sometimes I just need my friends to support me and just ask me how am i doing lately, but seems like they’re busy with their things, too. Strangers that come my way are being such angels in disguise. They come (and help! and support! and encourage!) when I don’t need them but my friends. If we look back to the quote “a friend in need is a friend indeed”, I am now questioning the existing of angels in disguise. Do we still need friends, after all? sigh.

PPS. to anyone who appears in my whatever-screen, even just to say “how are you doing?”, I thank you. This means a lot, and I can’t thank you enough for that. You guys rock, you know that.

My class last friday. Geez miss them already!!! >.< source: facebook

Last Friday was the last (!!!) day of my semester. Holy Jesus! Where does time fly? Whether I pass or not (PASS PASS PASS PASS!!! Fingers crossed!!!) this semester, graduated with MSc (amen to all that!) in August, I sure am gonna miss my great classmates. My great professors. And my great alma mater (the name, actually. Hee!)…

PPPS. When will I see you again, guys? Only God knows.

Left my pedo program away, super geez! >.< So much things done and undone makes me forget to stay in touch with this healthy program. I have to start all over again… I promise!!!

Remember when I wanted you guys to take part giving my ipod a name? Well it’s done finally! My iPod’s name is now Dopi, so yay! Thanks to everyone who were taking this part. I love you guys! Say hi to Dopi! :D

So much in love with sushi and sashimi these days, so yum! Even though sushi here isn’t that expensive like in Muscat (as jeng Wintjeh said), eating sushi really screw my cash tho, lol. Buuut I am noooow saving more $$$ to hold a sushi party after graduation! To everyone invited, get ready for the sushi olraiiiittt! :) :) :) :) :)

Anyway… Have a nice weekend! Enjoy your day! :)

if angel in disguise does exist, do we still need a friend?

… in searching of the meaning of ‘a friend in need is a friend indeed’

25 years and my life is still trying to get up that great big hill of hope… for a destination. {4 non blondes}